My Mother and the MOVIES!!!

why are parents so like UGGGHH! Why do you love them but hate them at the same time. My mother and I fought yesterday, over her always putting me down. I confronted her and told her that she's always negative towards me, and i don't like it, it hurts my feelings! She fails to realize that in the long run what she does to me effects me and my everyday life.... :(

but on another note

I went to the movies yesterday! I went to see the long awaited SAW IV! the movie was the best movie I've seen in a while...the series is the best series of a new age that has been a great success. i mean with every movie it just gets better and better and better! You just don't know what to expect when the next one comes out!(i give this 5 pearls)

Love Today-Mika

well today was a good day.

wake up
school - take my 3 classes a day(perks of being a senior) ;o)
2nd house- eat, sleep, watch transformers(i give 5 pearls), get picked up
home- computer, eat,www.justin.tv, www.mikiefresh.com, www.myspace.com,and then i blog.
o and cubing...as in solving my rubik's cube.

today was good and fun day but a boring day too. thats what my life consists of everyday!
don't you wished you had it???
NOT!

i want more from life more...thats y my plans are when i get off and well i'm moving to cali!<3 style="font-weight: bold;">CALIFORNIA<3
a place were i can be me and luv the things i love without being judged or looked at funny :)

~*~ just a side note the other day i found out that Domboldore from Harry Potter is gay...isn't it ironic?

this should be an EVERYDAY THING

yeah so i was just thinking this should be and everyday thing for me...i should post on this everyday....

yeah so whats new in my life...well school is new im in my senior year and hoping i pass...if i do it will be by the skin of my teeth.
if i could change anything i would be my grades
my gpa...is unspeakable
for my career goals i hope i will be able to do what i want to do
as far as be sucessful in life.

but i will be posting on this more often.

laterdays

NEW THINGS!

So this week was a week of just new things that i found out on the Internet! which is always fun! well this week started off as just any other week...which consist of MYSPACE, GMAIL, NAPPTURALITY, AND YOUTUBE. boring ol' me... well while surfing pages on myspace i came across a video of this girl name Justine...well Justine seems to be my new fav. thing!!! this girl seems to have it all brains beauty and her own live web cast were thousands of viewers come and view her every move daily!(including me!) you should check out her vids on her website http://www.mommypackmylunch.com/
THIS IS MY FAV. VID!
http://mommypackmylunch.com/parkour.php


Another thing new today! was if you go to YAHOO! and click on the"!" ull get a surprise!
JUST go and see!

WRITING

i haven't graced you with any words lately....
like in almost 3 months what a shame...i
will have to start to do it at least once a week!
what do you think?
until next time i leave you with this...

Crying

Cry why cry
to release pain
pain bestowed up me from
outside sources.

Cry why cry
you cry to ask
the angles and God why?

or

maybe their tars of JOY
crying to show
how much something means to you!

Crying such a sad expression
teal to help you flow smooth
and drown yourself in your emotion.

Cry just cry
for good or bad
just let it OUT!


just a free write.

BET Awards 07(fashion wise)

so no i didn't watch the BET Awards unlike many of America but i did see a PRE show red carpet even were everyone shows what there wearing! Just wanted to share with you.



BEST DRESS FEMALE:
Rihanna
She represented style at its BEST! Rihanna looked breezy and sexy at the same time. She is selling this dress!



BEST DRESSED MALE:
Robin Thicke
Robin look how he always looks! SEXY.

lets start NEW!

today was a hard day... the last couple of days have been hard. i came up with the conclusion that when i'm bored i think... not just think i mean i THINK! which like i examine my boring life and pic out everything that's wrong with it. which could make anyone depressed. Think about my friends that Ive chosen and the family i was born with. Self searching seeing were i belong in this heck-ted thing i call life?

What are friends? i had to look that up today. the definition from www.dictonary.com was:
friend- a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
when i read this i felt as if i didn't have one of these. Even tho i have a best friend whom i luv with all my heart... the definition was plain/strict to the point. but for some reason i didn't think i had friends. or neither a friend. what was this why was i doubting my long term friendship that Ive had since we were 13. Why? i asked myself. Why didn't i think she was my friend? Did i not like her? Are we growing apart? What was it? then it occurred to me why i have had this thought its because i only have her. and when i don't have her or shes away with some other friends that she has. i feel alone as if i don't have her. i thought to myself I NEED SOMEONE ELSE. someone other than her. i need someone like her but not her. i need another best friend! not to replace her but just to have another person to confide in...

So my new quest is to find someone that i just click with someone that's like me but not like me! have you ever went through this dilemma!?